absynthe-kisses

I picture you fast asleep Lost in your thoughts And dreams so deep I want to be by your side To dry your tears Absorb your cries Slowly I start to weep Think of what we had What could have been But I was caught in between All you wished for And all you need You needed me to keep you warm To keep you safe And free from harm But I couldn't give you all you want And now you're gone My dreams you'll haunt You've lost the sparkle from your eyes From endless torment And endless lies Why did you have to leave? Make me hurt And make me bleed? He's the one that made me grieve He took your love Away from me You blinded

The sun will set, she'll rise again Break free from these iron chains She'll go on the hunt for thousands of men To try and relieve her pain She'll crawl out from her crypt, the bats by her side And breathe in the air that surrounds There's nowhere to run, there's nowhere to hide Now this night creature's out on the prowl Slowly she creeps through the forest now dark To hunt her first victim in years Now he who will dare, is in for a scare As his soul becomes instantly hers She'll stand at a distance, watch from afar To plan a potential feast All will remain is just one perfect scar Left by the shadow beast She'll dance by his

Fighting at your fears Deep inside your core Lost to all your senses Clutching at your cure Fought your way to Hell and back lost your soul along  the way You see your sorry life go by And your edges start to fray Feeling dirty Feeling used Feeling worthless and abused Inside, You're feeling bruised and sore Losing your mind It isn't worth it anymore This is what it feels like Inside On the darkside Lost to all humanity You wanna quit the game Head spinning round in circles You slowly go insane Inside you're crying out for help But you cant say a word You know that you'll die screaming And you know you won't be he

When you look into the mirror See that person staring back You know that it's not who you were And slowly start to crack That person has become you You can feel it in your veins The moment overtakes you And to take away your pain... You hate the person you've become But there's nothing left to do The nightmare's just beginning so You have to see it through The pain you're feeling has to end Everyone around you lied It consumes your very mortal soul It burns you deep inside... So reach for the vodka Reach for the blade Knock back yet another shot Without the lemonade Apply the pressure, break the skin You're going round

Staring at the wall I search deep down within me Another tear will fall Grief devours all within me The pain sears like an arrow Through my heart no longer beating Blood stained is the gallow That's now continuously seeking... You were the keeper of my soul, The watcher of my heart But I made you take this blow Like a cork-board from a dart My soul mate there's no question You are that without a doubt But I was a puppet of my emotions And took the easiest way out The gates of Hell re-open And I am prisoner there again Facing endless pain and torment From these emotion binding chains My body's filling up With the self hat